|...it should always be kittens...|
Like the fact that the Fancy Pony remains lean... I wish I could make her plump. But she takes 3 days to eat a meal...
The phrase "work on consistent connection" continues to plague my dressage tests. Making me feel like a failure as a rider... Why is this so hard for me to accomplish?
I had made plans to hunt the Fancy Pony this season! It's going to be grand!!
So, why can't I make an actual hunt until November? How did these other things get on my calendar?? Why can't I seem to keep these things prioritized?
Is this just a reaction to being gone for over a week?
My husband says for moments of intense happiness that I experience, it is only a matter of time before I succumb to moments of equally intense despair. Is that all this is? Just a figment of my mind that has nothing to do with reality?
There was a discussion about the Intro Jumper class that I had entered.